i couldnt control my tears any longer. I dislike the way they treat me. Im a human not a robot. Where is even the proper respect to a human to human. Why must you always scold me in vugarities when i didnt do any wrong. I have controlled my emotions long enough. If i get pushed to the limit i make sure u get hell out of me. I dont give a hoot if u are my manager or the richest man in the world. SO WHAT!! i dont own u a living. MIND YOU!!
I cried badly today, i couldnt control my tears any second. Imagine hw bad im feeling right now. Im mentally and physically drained. Why did i even take this course? what was i thinking. Cant they see im suffering in silence. I may look quiet, i might let u bully me for sometimes but not always. There is a limit to my patience. If you are going to screw me up today, im going to screw you back. F YOU!!
Im only a trainee, i dont see a reason why must i work more then 8 hours, im there to learn not to help you complete ur shit task!! Im a slow learner but i give my 100% to everything i do. which part of ur eyes cant you see.. Im trying, im trying my best. ACTUALLY im struggling. Im struggling. Its a boy who is pushed to the sea without teaching him how to swim. Even if you teach him the basics, he cant get to the shore as fast as everyone bcoz he is not trained fully yet. DONT YOU PEOPLE GET IT!!
Keep ur sarcastic remarks to yourself and you was shocked when i made a sarcastic remark. Dont think im a quiet boy, you dont know who the hell you are messing up with.
My Leg is very painful, both my legs are having blisters, i didnt take MC, i still went to work. Im not fully recovered but i still go to work. NOT TO WORK but bcoz i need that for my attachment. Seriously i dun understand why is it i can work well with others are not you?? Is there a problem with you!!
I feel like im trapped in a cage where onli animals are there. im a huamn treat me with respect. One more time, im so going to complain. ANd im SERIOUS!! Just because we are trainnes doesnt mean we have to do all ur shit work and complete it for you.. MIND YOU!! like i said, we are there to learn not to work for you.
YESHUVEH!! I need ur help Lord, Im crying in silence again, Im afriad that if these goes on i might become gillla, Im keeping all the hurts of them and suffer myself. Lord i know im begin stupid for letting them bully me. But LORD, i dont want my grades to suffer. LORD i cant tolerate this anymore. Tears are always in my eyes. I dont want to turn EMO. PLEASE HELP ME LORD. Fill me with ur joy and happiness. Lord take me to the secret place where i will dwell in your balm of comfort. LORD i dont want to fight with them LORD, these people are seriously stupid and they have no brain. Im not going to give up. Im going to endure. I knw Lord, WITH YOUR STRENGTH I CAN DO ANYTHING. I CAN DO ALL THINGS.. I CAN I CAN I CAN!!
